Leaving Berlin

Now I'm leaving
But it won't be forever
It's not a good-bye
It's a See-you-again.

And as the plane gets higher
I remember your sad eyes
I remember you begging me to stay
I remember the nice time we had.

And with the music in my head
We listened to all night
And with the pictures in my mind
We created day by day
I'm leaving you.

A tear in my eye
caught it with my finger
This evening
I'm leaving Berlin.

That big-city dream
for a big-city girl
in a small-city
where she lives.

They will laugh
There will be tears
She will go back.
But for now
She's leaving Berlin.


L.

Morning Dream

So early
I see the ship go out to sea
So early
I see blue skies arrive
So early
I see the day begin

Too early
For all the others to see me
Too early
For the fakers start their day

This early
I see how days begin
This early
I see the world preparing
Another day in hell.


L.

Another Nightmare

Again
Being awake all night
Hear their whispered words
Through the house

Going to that bench far away
My headphones loud as hell
Still hear their voices in my head

I need you now
As brother's old and smart enough
To stay at home
But you never stop the fight.

Not even here
On the loveliest place on earth
Not even here
Where everybody loves
Not even here
You two stop your fight.

L.

Nightmare

Sitting here
Feeling alone in this land of my dreams
My knees between my arms
Missing home

They don't know I'm awake
Hear their broken voices
Hear the tears they cry
Hear they try to be so silent
To pretend the lucky ones

I am sitting here
Being so awake
Feeling so alone
Feel their love slowly dying
Wish to be anywhere
Not here in the land of my dreams


L.